Tuesday, 24 November 2009

Where have I been?

I have not blogged for ages. Being back at work has really taken it out of me. The night shifts are a killer, and are really boring. I am struggling with knowing what to do, I feel like such a failure. I am hoping that it will come back to me, but its been 2 months now and its not getting any easier!

H is being a bit of a nightmare on the shifts that I am at work. Its taking it out of Ian, I keep thinking its Ian, but one set it was a tooth coming through and now its a cold. He doesn't cope with pain very well at all, just like his mum!! He is getting really big now. I have decided to skip 9-12 month clothes and he's in 12-18months. He's been in a while now. He's so long and so chunky!

Have have been trying to make some Christmas cards. My mum bought me lots of christmas things in August, and I finally got some promarkers this week so I have been practising, but I am just not sure I have the imagination! I have also subscribed to 2 cardmaking magazines to get some techniques right.

I also haven't been taking that many pictures and haven't up loaded many on to the computer! I'm so slack. Maybe one day I will start getting motived and organised with my life. To be honest I feel like sleeping for a few days, and then buying some energy and zest for life! Now where can I buy that from???